Im seeing ghosts
well, boredom returns and brings with it the aparitions of the many spiders ive been responsible for dispatching. I can see spider ghosts haunting my living room, rabbit ghosts - strange because i dont believe ive killed any rabbits, deer ghosts run through my lounge and Im left wondering for how long I might be haunted.
I have booked for India and leave on January 4th, ticket sorted and the itenary for the journey Im leaving, typically, to chance. To think too much is a worthless task. To research is to work too hard, but to leave these things to chance seems to always work out. A little research for the real particulars is worthwhile but not to go too far is just as important.
I dont think Im any closer to finding love, not in the world Im living in now, perhaps I am though by endorsing my emotions with a fantasy that one day faith will provide. In the meanwhile…Ill have to sit and wait.
Im looking for her in the Charity shop twice a week, in the world of Salsa, in my halfhearted daydream existance and in my hope…although I cant seem to get out of my head the idea that everyday that goes by is another day wasted when I could be involved with the right person. Maybe its also another day closer to finding them.
Bugger, soft as the poop from a poodle arent I? Im going to have to get a grip!
Im spending too much time thinking of what I had and have missed. Itll come soon, Ill find it. In the mean while…..
will you entertain me to pass the time?
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